Friendship.

Mon, Apr. 18th, 2016 03:08 am
sneezedesu: gakuran!yamato is best yamato (gakuran)
At the expense of sounding like a moody teenager:

In recent years, the surprising fragility of previously believed to be unbreakable friendships has always surprised me.

I know I sound naiive but hear me out. )

Well. That was thoroughly more depressing than I intended (lol). Time to continue my procrastination and read more iwaoi fluff until I fall asleep I guess...

snz. /o-o/

A new era?!

Sat, Apr. 16th, 2016 12:46 pm
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I got a new laptop! 

Yaaaaayyyyy \o/

But it only has 128 GB of memory, and only 117 GB of that was free LMAO...rip....

For now I've hit a compromise with transferring part of my files into the new laptop and leaving my old one as like...my multimedia storage? lmao 

But it's still kind of frustrating, especially since I can't listen to music on my laptop anymore /: 

However the exciting(?) thing is that I've for the first time decided to name a piece of technology LOL...at the age of 23 :P 

Because it's got a metal shell, it's silver on the outside, so I named it Suga! :D (I'm not Haikyuu!! trash I promise

Aight well that's all the updates I got for now lol. Later~ 

Recently,

Wed, Apr. 6th, 2016 05:13 pm
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due to that one evening's eventful conversation, my mind has been....disturbed.  

So, the past days and evenings have been spent consuming a lot of anime and manga, and the past few days where I drove have been spent listening to Hosoyan's solo song thing in Fire Emblem: Fates to take my mind off things. 

I finished watching Divine Gate, and am nearing the end of Kamisama Hajimemashita Season 2. I caught up on the last 7? 10? chapters of a josei manga I've been following, finished a different 15 chapter one, and went back to reread bits and pieces of Usagi Drop. And after finishing Kamisama Hajimemashita I'm pretty sure I'm gonna go binge on the other shoujo series I've been neglecting.................... 

o(--< 

But going back to the song real quick. 

MAN IS IT NICE. 

If you like soft, deep voices, then this is a really great, soothing song to listen to.  

It has a somewhat cyclical kind of feel to it, and it's very soft. If it didn't have the slight tinge of melancholy to it, it would probably make a fantastic lullaby lol. In fact, I'm determined to hum this to get my child to sleep if I ever have children LMAO. 

...back to class now lol :P 
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 I hate being so upset over petty things like this, but then again, that's what this blog was made for--for me to rant about anything and everything on my mind, with no regard other than to remain a decent human being. I.e., I probably sound absurdly petty and whiny on here, but alas. We're all only human. 

Potentially pointless & petty (or perhaps insightful for like-minded individuals) rant under the cut. 

I probably need better friends... )

Okay, not gonna lie, I think I also just...need more real-life friends who share the same interests with me. I recognize that it won't always be a 100% match, but it's really difficult when the only friend you have who's got the closest match in terms of interests is in a different timezone LOL... It's a two hour difference, but it's still a lot. It could be only midnight where she is, but it'll be 2am where I am, and if we talk, I'm losing sleep. 

And it's not as if I don't have other friends. But currently my biggest interest is seiyuu, and there are very, very few people in the English-speaking realm who share that interest (beyond Miyano Mamoru, lol) and who have the capacity and ability to care about you beyond fandom things, and will act on it if need be. 

I'm totally fine with my other friends, don't get me wrong--I love them all. But I guess mostly I feel like I put in a lot with my friendships and don't get a lot out of them. I know I shouldn't expect to, but I have to admit--it's draining. And since I'm going into mental health therapy/counseling for my career, if I can't find a friend who'll put in their all into the friendship as well, I have a bad, bad feeling that I'll burn out from my career very quickly--perhaps even before I manage to get hired (since I'll be working through practicum next fall). 

So...yeah. Where do I find like-minded people to befriend...who are actually chill and not awkward...because history has proven that "Anime Club" is not the answer, lol. 

Also just...does anyone else feel the same way? Or am I really just being too petty, or perhaps even just expecting too much out of the internet? Maybe I'm just not cut out for internet culture? Perhaps I take everything too seriously??? 

snz. /o-o/ 
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Inspired from a conversation I had with a friend last night, lol. 

なんで )

So. Yeah. That happened. /)////(\ 

//Runs to Rem Arlond (CV. Saitou Souma) for comfort-- 

snz. /o-o/ 
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Because of my seemingly insatiable seiyuu obsession, I inevitably end up hearing a lot of Rejet related news. But due to my lack of Japanese comprehension, I don't really follow-through with that news, since it's not as if I'll be able to play any of the games or actually understand any of their CDs, lest someone translate it. So I pretty much just listen to the songs they put out (as questionable as they may be sometimes LMAO). 

However, I noticed something this morning when I scrolled through twitter. What appeared to be Rejet's take on an April Fool's joke--and definitely something fans were howling about in laughter. 

So, I thought I'd check it out! (...Though, by the time this gets posted, I'm sure most of the fandom will have already seen the joke, or seen this report on it lol.)

DISCLAIMER: I have extremely minimal Japanese comprehension, so please take my translations with a grain of salt! (Lol my friends are gonna hate me for doing this...they think if you don't have ~perfect~ Japanese comprehension, then you shouldn't even be translating. Sorry, my friends...) 

Oniichans under the cut-- )

In hindsight, I probably should have gotten an account with a photo uploading site before making this post, lol. All pictures are hosted on tinypic so they'll probably vanish in a few years, but oh well...no huge loss, since no one really reads these anyway. 

In the same vein, I probably should've had a friend help me with Satou's lines LMAO....god those gave me a hard time. Spits blood at my inability with Japanese...I keep saying I'll teach myself Japanese, but it keeps not happening since life's priorities keep getting in the way. My obituary is gonna say that my greatest life regret was not learning Japanese I bet, LOL. 

Well anyway, to anyone who may have read this entire post, I hope it was at least somewhat amusing! 

Happy April Fool's~ 

snz. /o-o/ 
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I think I may or may not have titled my previous two fandom-related posts differently LOL...ahh well, no matter. 

Perhaps I have too many opinions... )

Twitter...and I guess i7 too, have really opened my eyes to what fandom is truly like. It's a dramatic, hot mess. There's stuff you'll like, but stuff you won't like. And if there's more stuff you dislike than like, it just becomes exhausting and tiring to be a part of it. So here I am, still attempting to not be too involved in i7 fandom, but still having friends deep in it, so I'm inevitably deeper in the fandom than I would really like to be, lol. 

No matter. It's mostly pleasant, and when things get annoying, I recognize that it's happening, and remove myself from the source, so I think it's okay. But that's the other thing with fandom: Please be responsible for yourself and your actions. Ya ain't doin' no one any good by blaming everything on everyone else. :P 

snz. /o-o/ 

Needy?

Wed, Mar. 30th, 2016 05:02 pm
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 The fact that I've been having so many thoughts that I want to jot down probably means my period is coming up soon, lol. :P 

I'm not being too whiny, am I?  )
Well, since I'm actually in class, I'll leave it at that haha. Time to tune back in to the old droning professor... 

snz. /o-o/ 
sneezedesu: gakuran!yamato is best yamato (gakuran)
I should really be reading/writing for my class in 2 hours so this will be quick, lol.

What, me? Sensitive? Whatever made you think that?  )

snz. /o-o/

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