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Sun, Jun. 19th, 2016 04:57 pm
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Kind of reentered the world of musicals and stage plays (and thus also actors/talents), so I'll be posting about those over on my lj from now on! Which means this dw will pretty much be only personal rants and such from now on. Occasional seiyuu-related things may surface here, but they'll be pretty rare, I think. 

Also, posts from both my dw and lj will cross post to tumblr! So, everything can be found there for easier following (lol) :D 

...not that anyone really follows my posts, but this is also to make things easier for me to track too :P 

snz. /o-o/ 

Sucks to suck.

Wed, Jun. 8th, 2016 02:58 pm
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Why is family so absurdly difficult to deal with... Yesterday I got blasted by my cousin for ranting to him about the problems that arise in my family because of planning for his wedding and stupid fucking wedding party bonding via Tough Mudder event. Today I got blasted by my own mother for apparently not feeling enough responsibility about how much money my entire existence wastes. Thanks, mom. How about I just go jump off the tallest building in Houston now then? Hm? Then I wouldn't be wasting so much of your money then, huh. Anyway. More under the cut.

Warning: Long rant ahead. Apologies in advance. )

I really need to move out from this place soon. It sucks because I'd hate to live alone, but I just can't stay here any longer. It's toxic and my mind is cracking. 

I hope any of you who actually read my posts at least have it slightly better with their family than I do. And if you don't, then just know that eventually, this too will come to pass. (Not by death, but just..the worse moments with family will pass and arise to less shitty moments.) 

snz. /o-o/. 
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I dunno about most people, but oftentimes when talking with friends, I feel the need to constantly apologize for my behavior, what I'm talking about, and/or how much I'm speaking.

Anyone else have this kind of problem? )  

No one should ever feel the need to constantly apologize for what they're saying, I think. I always try to respect the other person who's speaking, and listen attentively so that they can feel that I'm listening and really care. I honestly would never want someone to feel the same sort of...pain? as I feel when I feel like apologizing for speaking. 

So...yeah. Try not to browse Facebook when your friend's talking, folks. And try to interact with your friend's conversation more...a lack of response and eye contact has more impact than you may think! 

snz. /o-o/ 

Rain.

Thu, Jun. 2nd, 2016 03:21 pm
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Hello, to whoever bothers reading these (lol). 

rain, rain, go away (come again another day) )

Eventually today I'll finally clean up my desk and my room...and start on the vacation journal I never finished...(lol) OTL

snz. /o-o/ 

Moods.

Wed, Jun. 1st, 2016 04:11 pm
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 I just wrote out a crap ton of shit and then it all vanished because I accidentally hit the back button on the page. 

Fucking hell. 

Not even the world wants to let me vent properly. 

Guess I'll try to remember what I wrote...

ugh. )

Lol I guess I'll leave it at that =_=; 

snz. /o-o/ 

Kouhai.

Fri, Apr. 29th, 2016 06:22 pm
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 Drags hands down face what do I DO about this CHILD...!!!!! 

Why has this persisted for sO L O N G-- )

Holds head in hands. I really don't know where I was going with this anymore. Basically this child is not good for my health..!!!!

snz. /o-o/

強くなれ

Tue, Apr. 19th, 2016 01:58 am
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  1. It reads "tsuyokunare," and means "be strong." 
  2. According to Google, it means specifically "BE STRONG" (lol) 
  3. I originally learned this phrase through this Tenimyu song--the melody caught me first, but then the lyrics stuck with me.   
  4. Then along came Haikyuu!!, and I fell absolutely in love with the OST track that holds this exact name. 
  5. Somewhere along the way, the phrase became somewhat of a personal motto...a reminder that I have to be strong for myself, that I can't always rely on others in difficult times, that I gotta fight for myself. 
snz. /o-o/ 

Friendship.

Mon, Apr. 18th, 2016 03:08 am
sneezedesu: gakuran!yamato is best yamato (gakuran)
At the expense of sounding like a moody teenager:

In recent years, the surprising fragility of previously believed to be unbreakable friendships has always surprised me.

I know I sound naiive but hear me out. )

Well. That was thoroughly more depressing than I intended (lol). Time to continue my procrastination and read more iwaoi fluff until I fall asleep I guess...

snz. /o-o/

A new era?!

Sat, Apr. 16th, 2016 12:46 pm
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I got a new laptop! 

Yaaaaayyyyy \o/

But it only has 128 GB of memory, and only 117 GB of that was free LMAO...rip....

For now I've hit a compromise with transferring part of my files into the new laptop and leaving my old one as like...my multimedia storage? lmao 

But it's still kind of frustrating, especially since I can't listen to music on my laptop anymore /: 

However the exciting(?) thing is that I've for the first time decided to name a piece of technology LOL...at the age of 23 :P 

Because it's got a metal shell, it's silver on the outside, so I named it Suga! :D (I'm not Haikyuu!! trash I promise

Aight well that's all the updates I got for now lol. Later~ 

p r o f i l e

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